I’m not allowed to tell you the joke I told my friends when I found out that my beta increased today. (My friends don’t care, but it did not amuse my Mom. I will just say that it was an Easter reference.) So. Yeah. Beta went UP and I got the, “if you can’t get to the clinic by _____ then you must go to the emergency room asap.”

Time for repeat methotrexate.

Have I mentioned how much this all just SUCKS? I am sure you can imagine.

So now I am waiting for Mom to be able to get away from work so that she can take me to the clinic and watch W. I feel guilty that she is having to take time away- especially after she does so much to allow me to go out of town for work stuff.

Sheesh. I feel guilty about this entire pregnancy. Trying to achieve this dream of another child has been nothing but a disaster. (don’t mind me…just being hormonal.)

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