I’m not allowed to tell you the joke I told my friends when I found out that my beta increased today. (My friends don’t care, but it did not amuse my Mom. I will just say that it was an Easter reference.) So. Yeah. Beta went UP and I got the, “if you can’t get to the clinic by _____ then you must go to the emergency room asap.”
Time for repeat methotrexate.
Have I mentioned how much this all just SUCKS? I am sure you can imagine.
So now I am waiting for Mom to be able to get away from work so that she can take me to the clinic and watch W. I feel guilty that she is having to take time away- especially after she does so much to allow me to go out of town for work stuff.
Sheesh. I feel guilty about this entire pregnancy. Trying to achieve this dream of another child has been nothing but a disaster. (don’t mind me…just being hormonal.)