Bloodwork from today indicates that my beta is still rising. The RE that I spoke to said this could be normal or it could be not normal. She would like me to have repeat bloodwork on Saturday. I explained that I would be out of town from tomorrow morning until Monday morning. She suggested I find a lab in California. I chuckled.
It is not that I am NOT taking this seriously. I promise. (I am planning on going to the clinic from the airport on Monday.) I am just so OVER THIS. I am done. I am tired of thinking about how far along I would be. I am trying to accept that it will be months, entire seasons, before I can try again. I am, for lack of a better word, annoyed.
It is frustrating on a billion different levels.
But I leave for a work conference in the morning. So there you go.