You would have been proud of me: I spent most of the weekend in a ridiculous hopeful suspension of animation. I pined away at fantasies and day dreamed about what a great January I could have. Only in little quiet moments, when I found myself thinking about today, did my bottom lip begin to tremble.

It’s all math. It’s all out of my control. It’s all been decided. I just have to wait for the call that will begin or end things. And seriously – I really, really need it to be black and white today. At least for this hurdle.

I’ll update when there is something to update. In the meantime please join me in hoping that I am going to have a great story to tell one day…


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