The blood draw woman fussed at me this morning. “Why the sad face, sweetie?” I explained that I was just going through the motions. She asked what my first beta was and after I whispered it out she grabbed my hands and demanded I look at her face, “THAT is a positive.” She told me to hang in there and after she rolled her chair over to the door to check the hallway she whispered, “I never say this – but I’m going to wish you good luck and pray for you.”
I cried for most of the drive away from the clinic.
So what am I doing now? Besides trying to pretend like I am not glancing at my cell phone every five minutes? I am making plans for my weekend. I’m going out to dinner and then a party with friends tonight and tomorrow I am going to Bloggy Boot Camp in Philly. I’m looking forward to great conversation, catching up with friends, and sharing my new business card. (I’m ridiculously happy about them.)
Everything is all in motion. I’ll update when there is something to update.