beta pollyannaClinic called me to say, “congrats! It’s rising perfectly!”

Beta is 54. I told them I would have liked to have seen triple digits. Clinic said, “we like a rise. This is a rise.”

AKA: shut up already.

I go back for repeat on Monday. Obviously there is a lovely chart to share that shows just how NORMAL all of this is. What makes me cringe is seeing that it is normal in that “minimum” way.

I am going to insist that all of you Pollyannas help me through this. I am trying to remind myself that there is nothing to be upset about until, well, there is something to be upset about.

I’m just going to quiet my brain and be hopeful. (I just REALLY suck at that)

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