month 3

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Every night I dream three or four dreams deeply and intensely. I dream scenarios that include people from my past. There is a panel of dreams that feature old friends from high school living out these amazing and fulfilling lives and I am usually just an extra or bit player watching from the sidelines. (thank [...]

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I had high hopes for my weekend, but instead I seem to have been attacked by this overwhelming need to sleep. Saturday was an interesting day for me. It was the due date of my unpregnancy and instead of feeling tortured or overwhelmed with melancholy I felt relieved that the day had finally arrived and [...]

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As in I seem to be the blogger who cries it just a bit too often. Or at least that is how it feels. And that is what my Mother has told me…Too much knee-jerk anxiety and self imposed stress outs. It is stupid and lame and I hate that I keep doing it. I [...]

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Warning: you know what anxiety below Tomorrow is my big “so you might have high blood pressure” meeting with one of the OB’s. It will be my first meeting with a doctor at this practice and I am all kinds of anxious. For starters I will be bringing GM with me- something that will happen [...]

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Warning: OB talk ahead I am back from what turned out to be like a three hour OB appointment. Good night was it thorough. And long. And detailed. And seriously- is it ever fun to spend that much time with people all up in your business (literally and slangly)? I am a bit scatterbrained now [...]

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Holy cow. Just got a call from the scheduler that I had been dealing with all morning. She was calling to let me know that there had been a cancellation for a sono TOMORROW and would I like that appointment. Hells yes. Yes, yes. Yes infinity. One more sleep.