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The day the internet changed my life

No joke - Today is a very special and wonderful anniversary for me. Three years ago today the internet helped me have a baby. Seriously. Wait - do you

Reflecting

One year ago today a kind and lovely tech in a Northeast fertility clinic thawed two embryos and piped some Barry White tunes into the lab. I dared to

Magic Pee

Pendulum Out

You know that pendulum I was talking about? How it swings out or swings in? Right now it is out in happy land. I hope like hell its stays there for

Holding of the breath

There is this thing that I do when I am scared. I literally stop breathing for a moment to quiet myself. Now before you start sending in paramedics I

Mixed Messages (with update)

Ah....I am now home in the southeast where it is freakishly cooler than it was in the northeast. Talula and Charlie where thrilled to see me, Mother