It’s another one of those posts that are incredibly hard for me to write, but the alternative, the one where I keep it bottled up inside of me, is not really working out so well. Yesterday, on the way back from my MRI evaluation with my neurologist (which I will write about later this weekend- [...]
Usually I try to get the theme for photo fridays up on tuesday but this week I am coming at you early because I have a feeling this theme will take some work. Emotional work. I received this theme like a tug at my ear in my e-mail inbox last week. A little voice going, [...]

For a while now one of W’s favorite songs has been ‘Row, row, row your boat‘. As “we” sing it I hold on to his little hands and row him forwards and back. As he goes back he is stoic and quiet, but as he is pulled forward his face breaks out into one of [...]
I have been alluding to some medical issues recently, not quite ready to elaborate. Mostly because it seemed like my little bits of stuff was typical-ish. Nothing special or extreme. Nothing to warrant much of a concern. When I found out that I was granted state medical coverage when W was I was pleased, but [...]

Don’t get me wrong, I am still a massive lover of the snow, but oh my lawd has this pocket of sunshine been wonderful. Glorious even. Usually such bright light illuminates all of the gunk in my life, all of the unkempt chaos itching away at me. But today I allowed the sun to be [...]
You are welcome for not going into allllll the details of my anxiety right now but my anxiety cup runneth over. Like total double d’s of anxiety in a victoria secret zebra print demi cup. Maybe I will vent/purge/share when I am not so emotional, but I just felt the need to put it out [...]

Last night, in the dark thirty hours of the evening, I was awake reading articles from the New York Times on my phone. I came across this one and it made me pause. I think 3am isn’t the best and most profound hour for reading comprehension so throughout the day I found myself processing. Two [...]

hopeful, hopeful, hopeful.

Mother had a good phone call with the recruiter for the Omaha job. We are now waiting and hoping for the next higher ups to call her. And you know, they don’t always call. And sure, when I thought about where our future might be I honestly did not think about Omaha. No offense to [...]