I have been trying to really celebrate the little moments this past week. It has been 8 days since the D&E and I did not realize how emotionally and physically empty I would feel. Every day since last monday I have been pushing to get over this – I really don’t have the energy to be THIS depressed.
So I have showered. I have left the house at least once every day. I have worked to put things in place to help W and Lolly have a wonderful Christmas. But the desire to just sit in a dark room and stare at the wall is pretty strong.
I decided to pull out my actual camera and take actual photos this past week. I still love capturing moments with my phone, but for some reason I had put away my canon for special occasions. Silly.
Here are a few to share:
W was in a pageant at church. He was the most adorable shepherd ever.
Everyone is enjoying the tree.
Santa drove through the neighborhood on a fire truck!