You know that pendulum I was talking about? How it swings out or swings in?

Right now it is out in happy land. I hope like hell its stays there for a good long while.

There is a positive pregnancy test in my house. From MY pee. At 11 days past ovulation (8 days past a 3 day transfer). I am hoping like hell this one decides to stay around. We all know that lots of shit can happen, but, unlike last time I am making the choice to be elated from the get go. Fuck angst and nerves. Nothing is in my control right now except how I process this fucking awesome step. The choice is mine: submit to the hallway of doom and bad memories or run for the hills to twirl and sing.

I’m twirling.

177 Responses to “Pendulum Out”

  1. danaNo Gravatar says:

    Congratulations!!!!!!!!!! I hope this is IT for you!

  2. mulberryNo Gravatar says:

    fantastic! my sweetie and i have been watching your travels. i am SO happy for this pink line moment! go little embryo go!

  3. EmilyNo Gravatar says:

    Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, I hope with everything I have that this is your time!!!!!

  4. jodie38No Gravatar says:

    Woo-hoo! Get to twirling like a mental patient on a mountaintop!!

    Congratulations!!

  5. HeatherNo Gravatar says:

    OMG!! YEAH!! YEAH!! YEAH!! You twirl and sing girl!!

  6. tiffNo Gravatar says:

    Well, holy crap! I come to catch up on your blog, and what do I find??????? Oh my gosh lady, I’m literally ON THE MOON happy for you!!!! WOW!!!!!!!! Sing and twirl and CELEBRATE. Holy crap. xoxo

  7. HeidiNo Gravatar says:

    That is the most beautiful pee stick I have ever seen.

    LOVE YOU!!

  8. OMG! I am so very happy for you! Wishing you the happiest healthiest pregnancy imaginable!

  9. AliNo Gravatar says:

    Congratulations!!!!!!! Dance like no one is watching

  10. AmyNo Gravatar says:

    YES!!! Congrats!

  11. MCNo Gravatar says:

    I know that I am like the 173rd comment, but I am SO VERY excited for you!! Hooray! Yes, a lot can happen but this is the first step — and what a great first step it is!

  12. ArianNo Gravatar says:

    Oh yay! That is such a beautiful picture! I think I might twirl with you a bit on this one! What awesome news to see today!

  13. niobeNo Gravatar says:

    Wow. Wow. And, like, y’know, wow. I am so incredibly happy for you.

  14. CathleenNo Gravatar says:

    OMG! This is so exciting. Twirl away!

  15. TuiNo Gravatar says:

    That’s fantastic news – so happy to hear it :)

    Enjoy your twirling!!

  16. hdNo Gravatar says:

    Late, but FREAKIN’ DOING THE DANCE OF JOY AND HAPPINESS HERE!

  17. MsPrufrockNo Gravatar says:

    OH MY GOD!!! Fuck me for not reading my blogs!! Oh my GOD!!!

    Oh Cali, I am so thrilled for you. I’m sitting her watching my shitty local news and getting all teary. No doubt my Mom is wondering why I’m finding the weather so upsetting.

    I cannot yay enough. This has made my fucking tomorrow (as it’s already 11.27pm).

    I owe you an email as to why we never hooked up when you were here. Needless to say I’m feeling very sad about that.

    Oh, YAY!

  18. MelissiaNo Gravatar says:

    Oh, I am dancing as far as my IV tubing will let me go! Have fallen behind in my emails as I have been in hospital without wifi ( how arcane) but am now home, so will email soon. I am over the moon about your positive results!

  19. KatNo Gravatar says:

    you know, that + looks a little like PLAID…

  20. JenNo Gravatar says:

    HOLY SHIT!
    I’m so sorry I’m behind!

    BIG FAT CONGRATS ON THAT BEAUTIFUL BFP!

    God, I’m so freaking happy for you!!!!!!!

  21. raeNo Gravatar says:

    holy shit you got a lot of comments! lol. go CALI! i stopped my baby mooning this morning because you popping in my mind and i had to go check on you. i am thrilled for you. i’ll be back to check on your beta. oh cali, i told you miracles happen. now its your turn!!!
    you’re creating motherhood!!!
    hugs
    rae

  22. VickiNo Gravatar says:

    Congratulations! I’m very happy for you! Great news! Take care and keep us posted on your upcoming fun, fast and furious months ahead!

  23. CaseyNo Gravatar says:

    Remember my comment from a few days ago….

    “HOLYCRAP!!! Congratulations! I am on 7dpo and was thinking, wouldn’t it be so amazing to get pregnant at the same time as Cali?!? And now you’ve gone and done it! I still have a few days to go before testing… I’m terrified! ”

    Well I tested this morning and I actually AM pregnant with you!! WOOHOO!

  24. ClementineNo Gravatar says:

    I’m rejoicing with you! HOORAY!

  25. sharahNo Gravatar says:

    Hey sweetie, I am a million years behind on reading along, so I just wanted to say congratulations! Am looking forward to the next nine months :)

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