Oh it’s all getting a bit real now. And yet I think I am relatively calm about it all. I had a moment the other night where I started to panic that I would ovulate before I am supposed to. (all the extra estrogen has really made things interesting) But I was able to yank myself up out of the fretting and literally tell myself: you can choose to stress or you can choose to let this go. I let it go. I feel like all of the key elements to this soon to happen moment are all in action and I should just sit back and let things unfold.
And I remained calm even when today’s mail contained a letter from the Northeast Clinic telling me that I needed to get a pap smere done before I can have any procedure at their clinic. I can do that. No problem. Consider it done, NEC.
In one week I will be on a plane headed towards the moment that I have been slowly traveling towards for over 6 months. It’s all one beautiful tapestry and I am following the thread.
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one week. whoa.
time sure is flying…
sending you calming thoughts and love…
xo,
g
Yay!!!!!!!!! So excited for you hun.
Wow! That soon? I am so dreadfully excited that I cannot stand it!
And we are all wishing you luck as you follow that thread.
I’m praying so hard for ya, girl!
So glad the time is near! And kudos for your zen attitude.
Wow. That is getting so close. I am so excited for you.
It’s almost here! I am so happy that this is happening. This is HAPPENING.
Nine days? Nine days?! That’s just two days more than a week! I am so excited for this to happen!
Woo – one week! I admire your decision to let go of the worry – it’s not an easy task.
here’s hoping you’ll be weaving a beautiful new chapter soon…
wooooo. i got goosebumps reading that!! so exciting!! xxxx
SO SOON!!!! I’m really excited for you!
Oh my gosh! I’m so excited for you.
And your attitude? Badass, girl. Badass.
Wishing so hard for you that that time flies and all goes beyond your wildest dreams…
I am so excited for you. I’m praying and wishing for you every day.
oooooooooooh, so exciting! you know i’m rooting for you!
Wow, I go and get a bit sick and depressed, and the whole world kept on turning!
I can’t believe your FET cycle is already here, and that ET is only 8 days away!!!! I’m crossing all kinds of things for you, and keeping you in my prayers.
So close! SO exciting. So much hope.
I’ve got my fingers crossed for smooth sailing.
Yippee! My toes and fingers are crossed for you!
Oh, I cannot wait. I think I’m so excited that I might pee.
Time sure flies when you having estrogen fun! Cannot believe it is so close! Way to go on letting it go too Cali