Jul 052008


Oh it’s all getting a bit real now. And yet I think I am relatively calm about it all. I had a moment the other night where I started to panic that I would ovulate before I am supposed to. (all the extra estrogen has really made things interesting) But I was able to yank myself up out of the fretting and literally tell myself: you can choose to stress or you can choose to let this go. I let it go. I feel like all of the key elements to this soon to happen moment are all in action and I should just sit back and let things unfold.

And I remained calm even when today’s mail contained a letter from the Northeast Clinic telling me that I needed to get a pap smere done before I can have any procedure at their clinic. I can do that. No problem. Consider it done, NEC.

In one week I will be on a plane headed towards the moment that I have been slowly traveling towards for over 6 months. It’s all one beautiful tapestry and I am following the thread.

23 Responses to “Counting down…”

  1. gypsygrrlNo Gravatar says:

    one week. whoa.
    time sure is flying…
    sending you calming thoughts and love…
    xo,
    g

  2. bleuNo Gravatar says:

    Yay!!!!!!!!! So excited for you hun.

  3. JenNo Gravatar says:

    Wow! That soon? I am so dreadfully excited that I cannot stand it!

  4. MelNo Gravatar says:

    And we are all wishing you luck as you follow that thread.

  5. KaraNo Gravatar says:

    I’m praying so hard for ya, girl!

  6. LisaNo Gravatar says:

    So glad the time is near! And kudos for your zen attitude.

  7. MichellNo Gravatar says:

    Wow. That is getting so close. I am so excited for you.

  8. IoNo Gravatar says:

    It’s almost here! I am so happy that this is happening. This is HAPPENING.

  9. TimareeNo Gravatar says:

    Nine days? Nine days?! That’s just two days more than a week! I am so excited for this to happen!

  10. OliveNo Gravatar says:

    Woo – one week! I admire your decision to let go of the worry – it’s not an easy task.

  11. lunaNo Gravatar says:

    here’s hoping you’ll be weaving a beautiful new chapter soon…

  12. jayNo Gravatar says:

    wooooo. i got goosebumps reading that!! so exciting!! xxxx

  13. JessieNo Gravatar says:

    SO SOON!!!! I’m really excited for you!

  14. JenNo Gravatar says:

    Oh my gosh! I’m so excited for you.
    And your attitude? Badass, girl. Badass.

  15. Wishing so hard for you that that time flies and all goes beyond your wildest dreams…

  16. KymberliNo Gravatar says:

    I am so excited for you. I’m praying and wishing for you every day.

  17. sabrinaNo Gravatar says:

    oooooooooooh, so exciting! you know i’m rooting for you!

  18. KimNo Gravatar says:

    Wow, I go and get a bit sick and depressed, and the whole world kept on turning! :-D I can’t believe your FET cycle is already here, and that ET is only 8 days away!!!! I’m crossing all kinds of things for you, and keeping you in my prayers.

  19. veeNo Gravatar says:

    So close! SO exciting. So much hope.

  20. SarahNo Gravatar says:

    I’ve got my fingers crossed for smooth sailing.

  21. Yippee! My toes and fingers are crossed for you!

  22. BeckyNo Gravatar says:

    Oh, I cannot wait. I think I’m so excited that I might pee.

  23. SCYNo Gravatar says:

    Time sure flies when you having estrogen fun! Cannot believe it is so close! Way to go on letting it go too Cali :)

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