Counting down…

by on July 5, 2008


Oh it’s all getting a bit real now. And yet I think I am relatively calm about it all. I had a moment the other night where I started to panic that I would ovulate before I am supposed to. (all the extra estrogen has really made things interesting) But I was able to yank myself up out of the fretting and literally tell myself: you can choose to stress or you can choose to let this go. I let it go. I feel like all of the key elements to this soon to happen moment are all in action and I should just sit back and let things unfold.

And I remained calm even when today’s mail contained a letter from the Northeast Clinic telling me that I needed to get a pap smere done before I can have any procedure at their clinic. I can do that. No problem. Consider it done, NEC.

In one week I will be on a plane headed towards the moment that I have been slowly traveling towards for over 6 months. It’s all one beautiful tapestry and I am following the thread.

{ 23 comments… read them below or add one }

1 gypsygrrl July 5, 2008 at 9:55 pm

one week. whoa.
time sure is flying…
sending you calming thoughts and love…
xo,
g

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2 bleu July 5, 2008 at 10:39 pm

Yay!!!!!!!!! So excited for you hun.

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3 Jen July 5, 2008 at 11:11 pm

Wow! That soon? I am so dreadfully excited that I cannot stand it!

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4 Mel July 5, 2008 at 11:34 pm

And we are all wishing you luck as you follow that thread.

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5 Kara July 6, 2008 at 12:16 am

I’m praying so hard for ya, girl!

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6 Lisa July 6, 2008 at 2:36 am

So glad the time is near! And kudos for your zen attitude.

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7 Michell July 6, 2008 at 3:22 am

Wow. That is getting so close. I am so excited for you.

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8 Io July 6, 2008 at 3:22 am

It’s almost here! I am so happy that this is happening. This is HAPPENING.

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9 Timaree July 6, 2008 at 4:31 am

Nine days? Nine days?! That’s just two days more than a week! I am so excited for this to happen!

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10 Olive July 6, 2008 at 4:35 am

Woo – one week! I admire your decision to let go of the worry – it’s not an easy task.

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11 luna July 6, 2008 at 6:51 am

here’s hoping you’ll be weaving a beautiful new chapter soon…

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12 jay July 6, 2008 at 9:50 am

wooooo. i got goosebumps reading that!! so exciting!! xxxx

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13 Jessie July 6, 2008 at 12:48 pm

SO SOON!!!! I’m really excited for you!

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14 Jen July 6, 2008 at 1:58 pm

Oh my gosh! I’m so excited for you.
And your attitude? Badass, girl. Badass.

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15 Pamela Jeanne July 6, 2008 at 2:38 pm

Wishing so hard for you that that time flies and all goes beyond your wildest dreams…

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16 Kymberli July 6, 2008 at 3:04 pm

I am so excited for you. I’m praying and wishing for you every day.

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17 sabrina July 6, 2008 at 3:58 pm

oooooooooooh, so exciting! you know i’m rooting for you!

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18 Kim July 6, 2008 at 5:43 pm

Wow, I go and get a bit sick and depressed, and the whole world kept on turning! :-D I can’t believe your FET cycle is already here, and that ET is only 8 days away!!!! I’m crossing all kinds of things for you, and keeping you in my prayers.

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19 vee July 6, 2008 at 6:31 pm

So close! SO exciting. So much hope.

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20 Sarah July 6, 2008 at 7:01 pm

I’ve got my fingers crossed for smooth sailing.

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21 eggdropblogger July 6, 2008 at 11:23 pm

Yippee! My toes and fingers are crossed for you!

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22 Becky July 7, 2008 at 2:27 am

Oh, I cannot wait. I think I’m so excited that I might pee.

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23 SCY July 7, 2008 at 8:17 am

Time sure flies when you having estrogen fun! Cannot believe it is so close! Way to go on letting it go too Cali :)

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