I want to acknowledge all of you that participated in the February 29th posting. It was a hard day for me, but reading your posts and your comments was healing. Thank you to all who shared personal and painful memories and most especially thank you to those that hugged us through.
And now March is here. It seems like a simple month with not much to fear except the Ides and the green beer. I am hoping I will make it through.
You see I am now trying to embrace the “one month at a time” idea. I made it through February, which I honestly thought would crush me, and now I plan on wafting through this third month as quietly as possible.
There is nothing planned for the month: no cycles to count down to, no significant dates, no pressure. It is just a basic month where I will try to keep my shit together and not get swept away by emotions that are suffocating. I will just be a girl, living a life, in an overly humid state and desperately trying to not think about having a baby.
Yup. That’s the goal. An entire month where I will try to not mention the very thing that this entire blog was created to document.
So…
{ 2 comments… read them below or add one }
One day at a time, one month at a time… that is probably not a bad idea my dear.
So, I found this site
with some awesomely buttery sugary recipes and it’s got the photo instructions!
I am hoping for a nice spring snowstorm so I can hunker down and eat this stuff.
XOXO
(and of course Z)