3 more Sleeps
I travel to the Northeast on Monday. It is just unreal to me. Completely unreal. And I am not packed nor have I prepared the house. And somehow I am pretty zen about it. Not sure if October was just some giant dress rehearsal, but I am ready to get on with The Show.
I think the fact that the past couple of weeks have been so nutty and wonky is also contributing to my low IVF stress situation. Last night I was so tired that I went to bed around 7. Then, magically, I woke myself up thirty minutes later and realized that I had not given myself my lupron shot. oops.
I know that I was just away from home in October, but I think you guys can believe me when I say that month was not really relaxing. I did have some delicious pockets of love that month. My dear friend M, who is again allowing me the use of her sparse spare bedroom, worked so hard in October to keep me amused and sane. But I was so crazily anxious about making enough eggs for the almost recipient and then there was the blood test from hell…By the time I got home any relaxing points I had stacked up had evaporated within the stress of almost having a scary blood virus. Crazy how that happens.
Now I am just looking forward to taking good walks in brisk weather and sleeping in the middle of the day. I also want to start the acupuncture as soon as possible in the hopes that it will detox my body in any way that it needs.
But really I feel like I am just running under water, rushing towards the Monday. It’s all about the Monday.

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I find that a zen like state often results from having been through the ringer. I love the zen state. Everything you need to do will get done in its own time and in three more sleeps you’ll be on your way. That is so awesome and I’m really happy for you.
Oh.. this trip is going to be FAB! I cant believe 3 more sleeps and off you go!
Good luck on another step in that amazing journey you’re taking….
Congrats on your Nablopomo badge! And wow… 3days! I’m waiting here to join you soon!
monday - yay! i know i probably won’t see you (this is as much your situation as my schedule - the next couple of weeks are nuts with work, holiday obligations and my own cycle - yikes) but i hope you will email me if you need ANYTHING. and i hope you jotted my phone number down. i’m a friendly sounding board if you need it. i’m leaving town on the 20th. but i’ll be on the puter across the pond!
May you have an easy trip. Good luck and hoping this is the one for you!
Will be thinking about you. Good Luck!
Yeah it is here! Thinking about you today!
Thanx for story.Rgds